07 September,2012 07:53 AM IST | | ANI
The actress has been struggling to cope since her affair with married director Rupert Sanders was made public.u00a0"She knows she messed up so badly by cheating on him, and she's finding it hard to cope with her agony," Courier Mail quoted a source as telling National Enquirer.
Kristen Stewart. Pic/Santa Banta
The 22-year-old fears that nothing will be the same for her again and even though she has tried sharing her emotions with people she is close to, she feels that no one really understands her pain.
"Even though Kristen has close family and friends trying to be supportive, it's not enough," the insider explained.u00a0"She keeps beating herself up, asking why, why, why? She knows she needs a professional to help her - it's like she's going through a divorce." u00a0The star was previously said to be turning to Gandhi's teachings to help her cope.
