Grammy and Oscar-winning singer Lady Gaga has opened up about her trauma of being raped, while speaking on Oprah Winfrey and Prince Harry’s series, The Me You Can’t See. Appearing in the first episode of the five-part series, Gaga remembers being 19 when a producer threatened to burn her music if she didn’t take her clothes off. “They didn’t stop asking me, and then I just froze, and I just don’t even remember,” the singer, 35, recalls, according to reports.

She says she isn’t comfortable naming her assailant, adding, “I do not ever want to face that person again.” Gaga first spoke about her sexual assault in a 2014 radio interview with Howard Stern. She opened up about her PTSD diagnosis in 2016.