&#39;There is something wrong in me. I sense it. I feel it but I don&#39;t know what it is,&#39; Shahrukh said during the ThinkFest conclave, an annual event, in Goa. &#39;I have a beautiful family. I have a few friends with whom I spend lot of time. I don&#39;t want to die like my father. I don&#39;t want to be unknown.u00a0 <img alt="Shah Rukh Khan" src="http://images.mid-day.com/2012/nov/Shah-Rukh-Khan_5.jpg" style="width: 500px; height: 422px; " /> I would like to be just successful. Believe me it is lonely at the top.&#39; Shahrukh, who turned 47 recently, is in the process of giving final touches to his autobiography. &#39;Somehow there is this feeling of emptiness. I have this restlessness, strangeness, which I fill up with my acting.&#39; The actor, who lost his father at the age of 15, recalled how his family was always short of money in his childhood. &#39;Once, my father took me to show a cinema in Delhi. He did not have enough money. We sat near Kamati auditorium and he told me that it is wonderful to see the vehicles passing. &#39;When I want to take my son out for a movie I should be able to show him the movie and not the cars,&#39; Shahrukh said. He has been ruling the film industry since his successful debut with 1992 film &#39;Deewana&#39; but Shahrukh says he always had a fear of failure that his father went through. &#39;I think my father was most successful failure in the world and I am proud of him,&#39; the actor said, adding that his father was a &#39;handsome pathan&#39;. Shahrukh also got nostalgic about the moment when his father died and his body was brought home. &#39;My sister just collapsed and for the next two years she did not recover from the shock. She didn&#39;t cry but she could not face the reality of our father&#39;s death,&#39; he said. &#39;A lot of things which are Bollywood-like or flamboyant in me are actually to cover up my emotions. I don&#39;t have guts to be so simple. To avoid depression I act.&#39; Shahrukh said that 90 per cent of the things which he depicts in the films are experiences of his life.u00a0

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