Former NCT member Lucas has returned from his hiatus with the first part of his documentary series 'Freeze', which was released on YouTube. In the clip, Lucas can be seen speaking about his mental health with his manager. For those unversed, the hiatus was a result of the controversies that surrounded the idol after he was accused of allegedly cheating, gaslighting his ex-girlfriends, abusing, as well as stealing money. 

In the documentary, Lucas referring to his hiatus said, “I stayed only in my room for 6 months, I didn’t want to do anything. I had a lot of thoughts. I had terrible thoughts. I was so sorry I wanted to die. In all seriousness, my hair kept falling out, I didn’t even eat properly because I had no appetite. Honestly, it was all my fault, had I not done that, this wouldn’t have happened."