Updated On: 10 November, 2013 09:39 AM IST | | Kareena N Gianani
Through her upcoming memoir, Padma Shri-winning author Maria Aurora Couto is essentially trying to find the source of her mother's endurance, faith and her parents' place in Goa's complex social milieu. She tells Kareena N Gianani about why her community is locked in the past and how the personal is always political
Why do you tell stories, and when did you first know that you wanted to tell them?
I started writing quite late in life. Writing happened out of circumstance and desperation rather than choice in the sense that I had to resign from my teaching job to accompany my husband to London. My first book was purely English Literature on Graham Greene. I also wrote a series of columns, Letter from London, for the Indian Express for about a year.

Maria Aurora Couto’s, author of Goa: A Daughter’s Journey, received the Padma Shri in 2010
What made you begin writing the family memoir, Filomena’s Journey: Portrait of a Marriage, a Family and a Culture? What is the book about?
The book is about my mother who married for love and raised seven children under very trying conditions.
The suggestion that I should write about my parents or about Goa pursued me from the time I began the book on Graham Greene around 1983. Friends from Dharwar who are writers themselves suggested that I write about my mother or my father, and that I should give up Greene. I always did feel my mother’s life needed to be celebrated. A thought that was daunting yet reinforced by repeated suggestions in various ways with insistent regularity over the years. Writers in Goa also urged that I abandon Graham Greene and Eng Lit to write about Goa, Amchi Kani.