The setting of my room for my performance, "The Miracle of the Loaves and the Fish" at HH Art Spaces, Goa. Pic/Dheer Kaku

Having returned to Delhi after my month-long sojourn in Goa, I find myself not restless but uncertain. After a year of relative insanity, juggling a burgeoning work schedule with my own writing and assignments, I find I have yet to de-condition my body from the state of anxiety it had come to accept as habitual. So, I have been waking up in the morning with a slight sense of residual panic.